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Throwback 2015

my friends
are the ones who don't care
and the ones who don't mind
and the ones who can keep me entertained for some time
they can make me smile

but i'm still on my isle

sometimes
i get close to their shore
i get close and I'm sure
i get something a bit more romantic it just makes my heart fly away

and leave me cold in the wind

every

once in a while, to make me feel alive
sometimes, i catch the first plane out
just to make it there
before they know where look for me, this time

once in a while, i fabricate a lie
and tell my self that i am just fine
and you're the best i can find
and you're the best i can find

my mind
i make it all up
till I cry 'cause
even I won't believe
all the things that I say
it all ends with me beating you down

still cant lose this frown

It is grown on me
the time it never changes
it's the same 12 hours going over and over and forever more

it just blows my mind
that you can't see what i see

No caps #1

sit right down
hear the dry sound of shoes shuffle down through the hall and then tune down

there's just something
in the way that they walk outside from the dark that just makes me want to laugh

that's the way
everyone acts
when they find their way

thats the way
they fucking go

kick the bucket
protest to the stablemaster that you won't work here anymore

the gay parade
passed you by with flying colors, their flags in the rain

thats the way
people act
when they find their way

thats the thing
y'know?

Ennen kun kysytte, en siivonnut.

kuulkaa kaappi sinun
pitäisi pitää sinun suusi
jo supussa

en halua kuulla

paskaa suollat ja se
valuu mun matolle ja tukkii mun
verisuonet,

ja mun huoneen

nurkista vetää sisään
kuumaa ilmaa ja vain naiseni
siitä nauttii

// ja sen ilon suon
sillä en jaksa
ei lamauttajaa lamauta

yritys, ajatus
uhkaus joka kiihottaa
mutta hajoaa//

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olet sokkeloinen ja syvä
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