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Throwback 2015

my friends
are the ones who don't care
and the ones who don't mind
and the ones who can keep me entertained for some time
they can make me smile

but i'm still on my isle

sometimes
i get close to their shore
i get close and I'm sure
i get something a bit more romantic it just makes my heart fly away

and leave me cold in the wind

every

once in a while, to make me feel alive
sometimes, i catch the first plane out
just to make it there
before they know where look for me, this time

once in a while, i fabricate a lie
and tell my self that i am just fine
and you're the best i can find
and you're the best i can find

my mind
i make it all up
till I cry 'cause
even I won't believe
all the things that I say
it all ends with me beating you down

still cant lose this frown

It is grown on me
the time it never changes
it's the same 12 hours going over and over and forever more

it just blows my mind
that you can't see what i see